A Bully??

Sorry I'm not my usual happy self today, but my life has officially spiraled out of control.

Today was supposed to be fun. A good day. I had a late arrival day, so I got to sleep in, even though I missed the sunrise (Insert sarcasm here). I'm not a morning person, so sleeping in an extra two hours did not suck, that's for sure. I got to school and walked into the lunchroom, which was like walking into a holding pen for zoo animals. There were easily 500 people in there, of all shapes, sizes and colors. I finally found my group of friends, who were spread out between two tables, but there were still no open seats. I tossed my bag onto the table and milled about, talking to friends and chilling while we waited for them to let us into the school. I was talking to a friend when one of my friends, let's call her Zebra, said to a guy friend of mine, let's call him Soccer Ball, "Hey you're not allowed over here." I asked Zebra why Soccer Ball wasn't allowed over here and she told me that he'd broken up with his girlfriend, Ladybug, AGAIN. He'd been doing this make-up and break-up thing since May, and we were all sick of it. So, I pretended to slap him, by just tapping him on the chin. And here's where it spiralled out of control. Soccer Ball suddenly hits me on the right side of my head three times, and it wasn't lightly either. My head still hurts from it.

So I got out of there pretty quickly, tears already in my eyes. My friends were quickly rallying around me, trying to get boyfriends to go beat him up, or even threatening to do it themselves. I got out of the lunchroom only by telling the guy guarding the door that I had a "feminine emergency" that I needed to go to the nurse for. He practically jumped out of my way and I made it to the nurse's office, where I told her what happened and asked for an icepack. The Dean was called, I told her what happened, and she called Soccer Ball in too. He claimed I was bullying him. Sure, we goofed off and shoved each other around, but it went both ways. I never, never, NEVER thought I was bullying him. I would never want to. He was like a brother, and I feel awful that I hurt him like that. I can't believe this got so out of control.

Nevertheless, I got suspended for two days and was threatened with arrest. So was Soccer Ball, but that's besides the point. I won't learn the last part of Avatar in marching band, and I might not get to march the full halftime show with all my band friends. I just wish he would've SAID SOMETHING!! if he felt like I was bullying him. I wonder what Asian Guy will think, when he hears I got hit. I hope he'll ask me what really happened, instead of listening to the rumors. I hope he won't pity me, like everyone else. I hope his friend, that stupid sophmore sax player, doesn't jump up and down and say, "See, I told you she was an awful person!!" I hope my friends don't hurt Soccer Ball that badly, since he already broke his collar bone playing soccer. I hope life will go back to normal after this.

Well, as normal as my life gets.

Love always,
Sarah Snarky

MUSIC VIDEO!!!!!!!!

Lyrics of the Day:

"Maybe it's time to change,
And leave it all behind,
I've never been one to walk alone,
I've always been scared to try,
So why does it feel so wrong,
To reach for something more,
To want to live a better life,
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same,
Maybe it's time to change."

"Maybe"
-Sick Puppies

OH MY SWEET POTATO CAKES GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!

THE MUSIC VID FOR "MAYBE" CAME OUT!!!!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

That's right boys 'n' girls, the best band of all time, SICK PUPPIES has finally released the vid for their latest single, "Maybe." I love the song, the vid, all of it is A-MAZ-ING.

Here's the link: Maybe Vid

Now you know what it takes to make me squeal like a 12-year-old girl at a Justin Bieber concert.

No offense to the 12-year-old girls.

Anyway, today was pretty epic because I found out I am NOT, contrary to popular belief, failing Bio, (an A- doesn't suck) for some strange reason, I kept passing Asian Guy in the hallway, (He was all dressed up for some reason... it made me snicker :-D) and I got to piss off the sax player that sits behind me in 5A band.

What happened was the aforementioned sax player was talking to one of the flute players I sorta knew in the tiny band hallway, and for some reason was she was poking him. They were right behind me when I heard the sax player (who is really full of himself and kinda makes me want to smack him) say, "If you poke me one more time, I'll..." So, of course, I couldn't resist poking him in the back and turning back to what I was doing. He turned around and said, "Was I talking to you?...Look at me when I'm talking to you freshman." At that point, I grabbed my stuff and walked away. He got all upset and was like, "Don't walk away when I'm talking to you!" But i did anyway. Tee Hee. The sad part is that he's one of Asian Guy's really close friends, so I have to be careful. But pissing him off is just so much fun!! Stupid cocky sophmore sax players...

It's also weird because sax player constantly flirts with the FRESHMAN that sits next to him. Just saying...

Even though tomorrow is a late arrival day, I value sleep to much to not shower and catapult myself into bed this very second, so good night!

Love always,
Sarah Snarky

Homecoming Hangover

Lyrics of the Day;

"You make my teeth clinch,
And my hands shake,
Do you ever see,
What you do to me?"

"Impossible"
-Anberlin

Hi friends.

Ugh. I'm tired and confused. First of all, one of my really good friends, my section leader I knew from Girl Scout Camp, told me on Monday that she was gay. Not that that was a big deal, I just never would've guessed she was. Apparently, her mom is giving her shit for it too. I feel bad for her.

In other news, homecoming was last night. It was crazy. My mom put me in a gorgous dress, put a couple pounds of makeup on my face, threw some stripper heels at me and pushed me out of the car. I stood up, dusted myself off, wobbled in my heels and started walking. When I got to the school, I was attacked by my friends, who were as shocked as I was to be found in a dress, let alone heels. I am very anti-heel. Either way, I got a lot of reactions, including, as my one friend put it, "Dayumn, you look hot when you try." That pretty much summed up my night, along with some weird looks from guys who asked me to dance. Of course, a few weren't looking at my face, (pigs) but it wasn't that bad. For those of you that are just dying to know, Asian Guy missed homecoming, so he willl probably never see me looking like an actual girl. I'm not exactly crying over it, but I did look "hot," if I do say so myself.

Asian Guy has been on my mind a lot lately. I don't know what it is, he just makes me feel all giggly and adorable inside. I wish we hung out somewhere other than marching band, because that's the only place I see him. Oh well. I'll figure this out later. Right now, I'm about ready to pass out, so naptime it is! The drama of my life will continue another day.

Good night,
Sarah Snarky